Mixed bag of emotions.
I just kept tossing between being happy to feeling sad. I was happy , glad to have him back here! I missed him, more this time, because I kept just expecting him to be back any moment.I just wanted to talk and talk to him, but we just didn’t get the time. I was sad, she just wouldn’t stop. She had to take it out, but it didn’t feel good. Why couldn’t I say or do something that could just…