Funny how with time the feeling of celebrating this day slowly dies or does it? Is it his absence, or is it me? I have been just lazing around for 3 weeks now, until last Sunday. What has gotten into me?

I have lost the will to write. Blogging has become such an effort. Coming up with a decent idea is like raking my cells hard, really hard and even then it draws a blank!!

I am perennially hungry and then, the guilt kills me! nearly.Staring at the mirror every morning, I promise myself! My new deadline has moved from my b’day to S home coming he he he.

The only day I had a hearty laugh, when J shared this really cute episode with me. I would to be in a situation like that he he he.

Few weeks have been emotionally challenging with her going thro’ this.She suffered, It disturbed me!

Am I already hitting mid life crisis he he he!

I think with days coming closer, the staying alone bit is getting to me! I cant wait to be around him, and just fight! I have been a li’ll too good a wife. I want to fight with S. The fights over the phone are soo boring.You have to say “I am sorry” too soon. There is no cajoling, no paatoying, no gifts. That’s it. I think its the fight. LOL.