I just kept tossing between being happy to feeling sad.

I was happy , glad to have him back here! I missed him, more this time, because I kept just expecting him to be back any moment.I just wanted to talk and talk to him, but we just didn’t get the time.

I was sad, she just wouldn’t stop. She had to take it out, but it didn’t feel good. Why couldn’t I say or do something that could just stop those tears. I don’t know when this happened,I am lucky to have her;Today when I saw her in pain, I felt helpless, Its not a nice feeling. Yeah, one of those days,I know.

I can’t equate the two, they are quite an contrasting personalities :)! In this one year, they have craved a li’ll place for themselves in my special place.